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Ecological wonder

“To tell you about the beauty, I must also speak of threat,” writes Greg Wrenn in Mother­ship: A Memoir of Wonder and Crisis. A complex exploration into personal and ecological trauma that also investigates alter­native healing and the cultivation of wonder, this book is as much a prompt for personal reflection as it is a call to climate action.

A survivor of childhood abuse, Wrenn spent decades in denial about and dissociating from his trauma. Much of Mothership is focused on processing relationships (especially that with his mother) and attempting to come to terms with his past. “It felt impossible to write about climate change without discussing my upbringing, to medi­tate on our future without thinking about my past,” he writes. “Denial leads many Americans to tell themselves pollution is a sign of progress and climate change is a hoax. It leads perpetrators to rebrand abuse as no big deal. … Whether we’re talking about abusers and victims—or people and the planet—it’s all part of what’s known as our extraction mindset.”

Built on a series of experimental eco-­essays that Wrenn composed before he fully undertook the work of trauma processing, Mothership is rooted in his formal education as a poet as well as a love of nature. A self-described citizen scientist, he first explored coral reefs on a fourth-grade snorkeling trip in the Florida Keys, and has taken countless diving trips since, including repeat visits to the Raja Ampat Islands of Indonesia, which he describes in detail. Still, when sharing these experiences in his initial essays, he says he “wrote from that place of [environmental] concern, but wasn’t ready to make it personal yet.”

This avoidance aligns with his earlier work. “For me, poetry was an escape,” says Wrenn. “I hid behind symbolism and metaphors. In the kind of poetry that I was trained to write, fragmentation was praised … and a traumatized brain struggles to tell a story about the past because it is in fragments. For some, it’s a craft element but, for me, it’s my lived experience.”

That shifted when Wrenn began participating in ayahuasca ceremonies as a way of coping with suicidal ideation and addiction that resulted from C-PTSD (complex post-traumatic stress disorder).

“Ayahuasca helped me shift my identity from that of a poet to that of a prose writer, from a victim and an addict to someone empowered, who took responsibility for my brain … and in taking that responsibility, I realized I had a story to tell,” he says. Combining earlier essay themes with newer memoir work in Mothership, Wrenn reflects on the ways that silent meditation retreats, forest bathing, and medicinal use of psychedelics kept him alive and helped turn his attention to global concerns of impending climate collapse.

Indeed, after enduring ineffective attempts to address his trauma through talk therapy and psychopharmacology, Wrenn’s journey with ayahuasca led to dramatic change. From his first experiment with DMT, “in Tennessee at a multiday gathering of Radical Faeries, a group of back-to-nature queer folks,” to more focused medicinal use of ayahuasca at more than 30 private ceremonies held in places as varied as a Peruvian retreat center, the D.C. suburbs, the Amazon, rural Virginia, the Catskills, and—perhaps most stereotypical of contemporary ayahuasca culture in the U.S.—a Brooklyn loft. Wrenn reflects, “I was a patient, not a thrill-seeking tourist blind to the realities of cultural appropriation.” He expresses conflicted feelings about the colonialist power structures that are part of ayahuasca use among many, while nonetheless relying on these very structures for his own healing. However, he sees this as necessary after all other attempts to recover failed. “In healing myself, what awakened in me was the need for us to heal the planet,” he says. “So many of us receive healing from nature and it only seems fair that we should return the favor. … What we’re facing amounts to global C-PTSD.”

Alongside statistics about the severity of the climate cataclysm humans have wrought, Wrenn’s literary lyricism infuses Mothership in poetic phrasing and devices, including a chapter written as a letter to Adara, his “seventh or seventeenth great-niece,” a nod to the Iroquois’ Seventh Generation Principle. Here he grapples with one of the core ethical questions of our times. “As coral elsewhere is bleaching and dying, I’m here to document reefs that are still healthy and gorgeous,” he writes. “My carbon from my flights on this trip will melt Arctic sea ice about the size of my office.” Wrenn continues, “I did that to you, Adara. … No apology I could offer would be enough, but I want you to know I’m sorry. Sorry and ashamed you inherited the planet you did because of our inaction.”

Without looking away from the complicated and dark reality of climate collapse, Wrenn’s work is a project of inspiring wonder, sharing the beauty of reef ecosystems as a reminder to care. In this, he conjures coral textures and fleeting flashes of fish. He evokes an awe in the world, which might be more ephemeral than we know, if we continue to live with an extraction mindset.

“I tell myself, etch the shark and the coral into your mind’s eye. Hold these memories close like the philosopher’s stone for when you’re an old man and the ocean isn’t the same,” writes Wrenn. “Share them with anyone who will listen and believe.”

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Pandemic dwellings

Drawing inspiration from The Decameron and One Thousand and One Nights, Fourteen Days is a “collaborative novel,” which brings to mind thoughts of exquisite corpses and shared Google Docs with a slew of anonymous animals. However, it is effectively a collection of short stories by 36 American and Canadian authors, edited by Margaret Atwood and Douglas Preston, and connected through a framing narrative by Preston.

Taking place between March 31, 2020, and April 13, 2020, Fourteen Days is set in an apartment building, the Fernsby Arms, on the lower east side of New York City. Here, a diverse collection of residents gradually come together to build community and support each other during nightly meetups on the building’s roof, where they drown their sorrows in cocktails, bang pots and pans for essential workers, and share stories from life before COVID-19. The building superintendent, Yessie—a Romanian-American lesbian with asthma whose father is in a nursing home when lockdown begins—frames the story as its narrator and supposed archivist, recording and transcribing the rooftop storytelling sessions of the building’s tenants as a way to pass the time and distract herself from the raging pandemic.

Though the residents were strangers before these rooftop sessions, they quickly develop a rapport and routine, even painting a mural together to honor their shared experience, their shared trauma. They are a multigenerational group, described as “the left-behinds.” Yessie reflects, “Naturally, anyone who could had already left New York. The wealthy and professional classes fled the city like rats from a sinking ship, skittering and squeaking out to the Hamptons, Connecticut, the Berkshires, Cape Cod, Maine—anywhere by New Covid City.” Still, there’s little desperation or struggle for day-to-day survival described among the neighbors, and they appear to be faring well with the Fernsby Arms to protect them from the circling sounds of sirens outside, the refrigerator trucks for the dead, and the tent hospital in Central Park, all of which Yessie notes only in passing.

Fourteen Days is annoyingly rose-colored at times, as the real-life stresses and trauma of lockdown only lightly impact the residents, who appear to be mostly protected from the world even as they acknowledge protests in the streets and nursing home outbreaks. Everyone pretty much agrees to mask up, making masks out of scrap fabric or Hermès scarves. Instacart and toilet paper jokes are made, but no one ever has to make do without. The cancellation of Eurovision 2020 appears to be as traumatizing as the pandemic itself for at least one character. Tensions rise enough for minor verbal sparring every now and then, but ultimately everyone forgives and forgets, positioned as being stronger for it in the end. Indeed, the only real tension in the book might come from a reader’s own memories of those two weeks of lived experience, mapped onto the characters and premise of this fictional version.

Of course, within the framing narrative, the reason for these simplifications is eventually explained, but the twist ending falls a bit flat and does little to alleviate the cognitive dissonance around this pandemic privilege. In a year when The Washington Post and other news outlets report that COVID-19 is once again surging in the U.S., this book feels, at times, like an attempt to forget or at least to remember something far better than what was.

As characters, the Fernsby Arms residents often seem flat, largely identified through referential nicknames and other shorthand nods at personality in lieu of character development. Many characters feel as though they were plucked out of a COVID lockdown stereotypes bucket, with little attention given to emotional motivations or history, though others have some depth and nuance. Similarly, the stories shared on the rooftop—including tales related to the Vietnam War, 9/11, the Iraq War, polio outbreaks, Trump’s presidency, ghost stories, and curses—feel like an exercise in checking off lists of trauma and coping.

Some of the individual stories contributed by the collaborating authors offer moments of inspiration and healing: De’Shawn Charles Winslow’s story of the love and pain experienced by a father and daughter; Tommy Orange’s about a man who seeks revenge after a hit-and-run, only to find himself forever changed by the realization of his own capacity for violence; Celeste Ng’s about a family matriarch full of superstitions and the ability to curse someone with nothing more than a piece of paper and an ice cube; Joseph Cassara’s story of rabbits and trauma bonding experiences. All of these examples startle the reader out of a stupor, wrestling with real questions of human existence in unpredictable and challenging ways. Unfortunately, these are in the minority, despite the excellent credentials of the contributing authors.

In the end, Fourteen Days succeeds as an escapist beach read that just happens to be set during two traumatic weeks in recent history. Despite the potential in the premise, it is a mostly forgettable collection of stories that feels off-key in a world still attempting to address the same public health issues as the book’s characters, despite the intervening four years. With little dramatic tension and stories that are inconsistent in their vast but often surface-level breadth, Fourteen Days is more of a novel-by-committee than a collaborative one.

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Honest and direct

Ben Sloan’s second book of poems, Then On Out Into a Cloudless Sky, is a collection of work that speaks to various themes and eras, highlighting the far-ranging interests of its author. As an object, the book is a delight, an elegant pamphlet with a cover that captures the bright blue of sky and a wisp of cloud, assembled with a five-hole stitch of orange thread along the fold. The work within is dedicated to Sloan’s students at the Fluvanna Correctional Center, and features an epigraph from Abdulrazak Gurnah’s novel The Last Gift: “Sometimes I’m struck with amazement when I consider exactly how I have found myself here. But then I suppose many people can say that about their lives.”

After speaking with Sloan, a man whose path in life has taken its own unique shape and whose career as a teacher has influenced countless students’ trajectories, that epigraph seems a fitting way to begin.

Sloan grew up on a farm in southeast Missouri and, while his family had books at home, his hometown was so small that it lacked a public library or even a school library. According to Sloan, “It wasn’t until I was about 16 that I started going to a local public library in St. Louis,” where his family had moved. He quickly found poetry and remembers discovering Margaret Atwood, whose work made a strong impression on him. “I bought a paperback copy of her poems and was amazed by them,” he recalls. “This short form, in a very condensed way, really opened a door. It just seemed remarkable to me. I remember trying to figure out, ‘How did she do that?’”

At college, Sloan took creative writing classes and enjoyed reading widely, earning his MFA from Brooklyn College, where he studied with the influential poet John Ashbery, eventually working as his assistant for a year. “He was a very sweet and generous person,” says Sloan, who also has a Ph.D. in American literature from the City University of New York Graduate Center.

From 2003 to 2022, Sloan taught at Piedmont Virginia Community College. While there, he got involved in the Higher Education in Prison Program, which offers opportunities for incarcerated learners to earn an associate degree while at the Fluvanna Correctional Center for Women, the Buckingham Correctional Center, or the Dillwyn Correctional Center. Sloan taught in both the Fluvanna and Buckingham programs, building on past experience teaching in a prison setting when he lived in North Carolina. “As a culture, we’ve decided to hide prisons from ourselves. … I have always been interested in working with marginalized and disenfranchised students,” he says.

All told, Sloan taught in prison programs for more than 15 years, and found it to be meaningful work despite limited computer access and the often frustrating protocols that shaped the experience—especially during the early COVID-19 pandemic. However, Sloan remained committed to the work, adapted, and found that, even as he influenced his students in their writing, they also influenced him. “Their writing was often so honest and direct. … Some of what I’ve learned over the years, in college and graduate school, I realized I needed to drop in order to get to the point … not to mess around with a lot of filler,” he says.

This directness shows up in his recent collection, where poems function as a direct transfer of his perspective to the reader—unadorned but insightful ways of thinking about the everyday. Though some of the poems in Then On Out Into a Cloudless Sky are historical in nature, those that stand out with the most personal style are the ones that examine small moments and fancies, such as in “Hunched Groups.”

Trying to figure out what it is I am thinking today / I eventually just give up and decide to let it all go, / and when I do I see the day sitting out there / all around me like a murder of crows peering down / from power lines, backs pressed up against / the surrounding blue, hunched groups of them / puffing on cigars and arguing with one another / in the same gravelly voices heavy smokers use / when they talk together on their coffee breaks.

Ben Sloan, “Hunched Groups”

Other poems suggest a thematic influence from his students, sharing perspectives from the back seat of a police car in “Arriving,” and of a girl about to be taken to juvenile detention in “Departing,” which contains this excerpt:

…But before being taken away / to juvenile detention, just to break one final rule, what the hell, / she chases from his chain-link cage, and into the woods, / their dog, Jimi Hendrix, who, stunned, not knowing what else to do, / starts to run, teaching himself how it’s done as he goes.

Ben Sloan, “Departing”

As in Sloan’s own early interest in Atwood’s work, his poems spur the reader to pull them apart, to dig into the power of the poet’s concise phrasing. “When I read, it opens up a new space inside of me,” he says. “I just hope that when people read my poems, it opens up a space for them, a new way to see things.”

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Addiction and identity

Poet Kaveh Akbar’s debut novel, Martyr!, explores themes of addiction and sobriety, grief and grace, trauma and love. Rich with Daedalian prose, this semi-autobiographical bildungsroman tells the story of Cyrus Shams, a young Iranian American poet and recovering alcoholic. 

Born in Iran but currently living in an Indiana college town, Cyrus is drifting, purposeless, and largely unattached. A couple of years into sobriety, he is struggling to learn how to live and write again. The high-highs and the low-lows mostly disappeared when he quit drinking, but the poet wrestles with understanding what remains, what meaning his life holds. His days are loosely constructed around a few people. He is removed from the world, mourning his isolation while also nursing it. 

This apartness is rooted in his family history. Akbar weaves his own with Cyrus’ experiences to create an intricate tapestry of a narrative. Cyrus grew up in the U.S., with his father moving from Iran to escape the grief of losing his mother, who died when her flight to Dubai was accidentally shot down. As a novelist, Akbar skillfully fuses fiction with history, modeling this aspect of the story on the real-life tragedy of Iran Air Flight 655, a commercial airliner that was mistakenly attacked by the USS Vincennes in 1988. The book grapples with what it means, politically and personally, that this kind of tragedy can kill hundreds of people, leaving others—like Cyrus—forever traumatized, and yet be largely unremembered by many Americans. 

The fictionalized version of this trauma is at the root of the questions that Cyrus chases through the pages of Martyr!: What makes a death—and, in turn, a life—meaningful and who gets to interpret that meaning. “My mom died for nothing… She had to share her death with three hundred other people,” Cyrus reflects. “My dad died anonymously after spending decades cleaning chicken shit on some corporate farm. I want my life—my death—to matter more than that.” And so Cyrus becomes obsessed with martyrdom, historically but also as a way of indulging his own thanatotic temptations. 

Like the character he crafted in Cyrus, Akbar was born in Tehran and is a writer in recovery. Iranian American identity and addiction are central themes across his two collections of poetry and a chapbook titled Portrait of the Alcoholic. Some of the poems in these collections lay groundwork for Martyr!—anecdotes and phrasings repeated and reworked, the creative process of the writer re-shaping the stories of his life, rethinking the meanings that can be inferred on the page. A more abstracted version of this can also be seen in the zine (available at martyrzine.com) that Akbar made to accompany the novel. 

For Cyrus, the shift in his status quo comes when he decides to write a book about martyrs as a way to pursue his interest and reinvigorate his own creative process. He soon embarks on a journey to meet Orkideh, a dying Persian artist, whose final exhibit is an Abramović-esque installation in which she talks to museumgoers about death. Enmeshed with Cyrus’ pilgrimage are stories told from the points of view of family and friends, as well as sections of Cyrus’ draft manuscript and dream sequences, including one in which Orkideh cuts off fingers to buy Bruegel’s “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus,” hinting at the sacrifices made for art, for poetry.

Through these structural elements, Akbar creates a dynamic experience of past and present while also setting up a Socratic dialogue of sorts, as the character’s contributions combine to explore the acts of care that give life meaning when we share and hold each other’s stories as modes of healing and love. There is inquiry into the roles people play, the performances we offer, even to those we care about, protecting them from ourselves—which is also to say, preventing the possibility for true connection.

In a flashback, Cyrus’s AA sponsor Gabe offers the advice, “Quit things in the order they’re killing you.” This is shared to help Cyrus address more serious addictions before attempting to quit smoking, but it also implies less visible dependencies on beliefs that can also kill us from within. Cyrus discovers that sobriety does not heal him but rather uncovers things he spent years dissociating from, mindsets that prove to be as difficult to kick as any substance. Substance use had been his core coping method, and Martyr! explores the ethics of self-pity, the narcissism of addiction, and what comes after. Cyrus begins to reexamine the beliefs he has held about the world and himself, to rebuild trust, and to share his life with others. 

In this nimble debut, Akbar avoids the pitfalls of a hero’s journey in which a character ends up at sobriety, choosing instead to examine the opportunities for grace and transformation within a life of sobriety. He chronicles how Cyrus spends his time, how he finds redemption in his ongoing recovery process, and how he understands himself in the world. In the end, Cyrus’ quest leads him to an increased capacity for self-reflection, accountability, and love. He is no longer able to blame fate or family for his life’s ordeals, while neither wanting to let go of that life so easily nor hold it too close within himself. 

If you or someone you know is experiencing substance use issues, Region Ten offers resources and support services that may be able to help. Learn more at regionten.org.

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Life among the ruins

“The loveliness of deer might go without saying, but still, there it is: The more you look, the more they seduce,” writes Erika Howsare in her debut nonfiction book, The Age of Deer: Trouble and Kinship with our Wild Neighbors. Published earlier this month, the book showcases Howsare’s keen journalistic skills as well as her subtle but sharp sense of humor and thoughtful way with words. Filled with graceful reverence and appreciation for the world of deer—as well as the work of those whose lives are lived in close proximity to it—each chapter cultivates nuance in attempting to understand relationships between humans and cervids. Though The Age of Deer is a departure in genre from her two previously published books of poetry, it hews closely to them in spirit. Moments of aching beauty and stark sorrow abound. The thrum of verse inhabits each sentence. 

The book is a detailed examination of an animal world in flux, a record of a multi-generational and multi-species relationship, but it began as a simple question. “I became interested in what we think we’re talking about when we say something is ‘natural,’” Howsare recalls. “When we look at deer, are we seeing wild animals who happen to be here or are we seeing a species that we have deeply affected and that has deeply affected us?”

Growing up in Pennsylvania, Howsare knew about deer hunting. As an adult living in central Virginia, she knew deer enjoyed snacking in her garden. In other words, she thought she knew about deer in the same ways many of us do, as overpopulated pests, tragic roadkill, magical ghost deer, and even internet stars. Howsare decided to test this knowledge, however. Using news alerts about deer to help define the culturally encoded ideas and roles she hoped to explore, she dug in and surrendered to the process. 

Talking with experts in a wide variety of fields—from wildlife rehabilitators and historical reenactors, to ecologists and artists—she peels back layers of assumptions to expose ecstatic depths of complexity. “There was just a huge amount of discovery,” recalls Howsare. “Some of it was very serendipitous,” like Meesha Goldberg’s Kinfolk mural, which she stumbled on at the McGuffey Art Center. Combined with focused research, the breadth and depth of Howsare’s explorations are evident throughout, informed by an MFA in literary arts as well as her longtime beat as a C-VILLE contributor. “There’s no way I could have done this without that experience,” she reflects.

Layered atop this reportage, Howsare generously shares more personal transformations that came out of the project, some of which she describes as, “less an intellectual kind and more an emotional kind … discovering a personal connection to things that I wasn’t really expecting.” She adds, “I went into it really cerebrally and I came out of it feeling like a different person in a lot of ways.”

She describes going deer hunting for the first (and then, second) time in her life. Sitting next to her brother in a tree stand, the unsuccessful (in terms of meat) hunt becomes a meditation: “I felt the aching gladness of being alive and among other living things.” The next outing is more fruitful, and she watches a family member gut one of the deer they have killed. “Dark acres of liver, deep ponds of blood,” she writes, the poet’s voice emerging more fully in this section, rhythmic writing and short bursts of language reflecting peak adrenaline.

She takes part in a primitive skills gathering in North Carolina, carving an awl out of deer bone, and travels to England for the annual Abbots Bromley Horn Dance, featuring millennium-old reindeer antlers. She tags along with officials as they collect car-killed deer as well as deer killed as part of a culling program. She also visits a high-fence ranch in Texas to see farmed deer—“a brazen example of the biology of artifice”—prompting questions about ethical land and wildlife management. 

Though her research roams far afield, Howsare dedicates ample attention to her home range, recounting time spent investigating the meaning of deer at the Frontier Culture Museum, Early Mountain Vineyards, and Little Hat Creek Farm, even inviting readers to join her as she is led to a culvert running under I-64 to the west of Charlottesville that serves as a wildlife underpass—an intervention that has successfully decreased the number of deer-related crashes along that stretch of road.  

Throughout, Howsare weaves in stories of deer as cultural symbols and the subject of myths, Indigenous practices, folk legends, and creative inspirations, from Paleolithic cave art to Leave the World Behind. Deerskins are also examined as sites of social and economic importance for humans since time immemorial, offering warm clothing as well as the cultural production of nostalgia, which Howsare describes as, “buckskin symbolism … invoked at every turn in American history from the Revolution … to Grateful Dead shows.” 

She tells of Awi Usdi, a white deer in Cherokee culture who monitors hunters; the traditional dances of the Yaqui people, accompanied by songs that are “said to have been translated from the language of the deer themselves;” and Eikthyrnir, a Viking stag with oaken antlers who was said to wander Valhalla. “On some deeper level, the process [of writing the book] makes it clear to me that there’s something about deer, for humans, that’s very much connected with mortality,” reflects Howsare. “The way we relate to deer has a lot to do with questions of life and death, and it has for thousands of years. To immerse myself in the topic was to get comfortable with death.”

Tracing the ebb and flow of deer populations, Howsare also examines the pre-colonization abundance of deer in North America (and factors that may have led to that), which in turn led to overhunting and habitat destruction that decimated generations, and eventually to the decision by many states (including Virginia) to import new deer, though this was followed by overdevelopment of their habitats. Yet, the deer abide—for now. 

These days we also know deer as carriers of Lyme disease and COVID-19, both of which can infect humans, but increasing attention is being given to the accelerating spread of chronic wasting disease, a fatal and incurable condition that spreads easily among deer. “One thing that sticks with me as a source of real worry is … how deep and wide of a threat [CWD] is to the deer population we have now,” says Howsare. “I think there are many people who deeply care about deer but have not let themselves appreciate the reality that may be coming.”

Perhaps The Age of Deer will open the door to contemplate more fully what that change could mean—or even how to mitigate or prevent it—even as the book celebrates the species we think we know so well from backyard sightings and popular children’s movies. Howsare writes, “I’m grateful that, after so many large animals have disappeared with the advance of human beings, there is still this one—an exquisite and mysterious creature—that I can see, often, in my Anthropocene life; one that, despite our caricatures, remains a survivor, a supreme example of life among the ruins. And that we can pause … and ask these questions about how to proceed… For now, we still have the chance to encounter each other.” In one future, The Age of Deer may become a eulogy; in another, it is a jubilant call to attention.

A wild aside

As a companion to her new book, Howsare worked with the Virginia Audio Collective to make “If You See A Deer,” a four-episode podcast co-hosted by writer and academic Tyler J. Carter.

Featuring interviews and field recordings, the podcast builds on the book by engaging scientists, hunters, artists, taxidermists, and deer enthusiasts in conversations about ecology, nature, literature, art and culture, and history—all through a deer-focused lens. Together, Howsare and Carter invite listeners to join them in questioning assumptions that exist about the roles of deer in our lives and their impact on the world we share. Poems, songs, stories, and mythologies about deer are also woven throughout, extensively documented in each episode’s show notes for those who may wish to undertake their own follow-up explorations or deep dives into a particular aspect of the research that went into the production. From taxidermy to tourism, the result is a wildly listenable and wholly entertaining podcast that nonetheless asks difficult questions and skillfully navigates divisive topics related to hunting, roadkill and scavenging, and forest health.  

“I have been telling everybody who will listen that this is an amazing and free community resource that WTJU offers through the Virginia Audio Collective,” says Howsare. “We had excellent support from staff who know everything in the world that you would need to know to make a podcast. The audio format is just so rich and has so many possibilities that I have never encountered on the page.”

“If You See A Deer” is available most places you listen to podcasts. Learn more at virginiaaudio.org/if-you-see-a-deer.

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Taking care of our own

In considering the bookish highlights of the past year—the breadth of fiction, nonfiction, poetry, and zines read and shared with others; the bookstore shelves browsed and little free libraries visited; the virtual and in-person readings, discussions, and book clubs attended—a theme emerges. Books by queer writers, about queer characters, and curated by queer booksellers are as critically important as ever. They are also notable in their shared attention to exploring the intersections of self and stranger, mundane and otherworldly, and joy and grief, spotlighting the fluid and universal concepts that unite us.

In times when the world can feel crushing in its extremes and the weight of genocide, health inequities, and climate collapse stoops our backs and hunches our shoulders, these books and spaces offer comfort and encouragement to take a breath, take action, and take care of each other. 

Poem Bitten by a Man by Brian Teare 

For anyone familiar with Lambda Literary Award-winning poet and University of Virginia professor Brian Teare’s work, Poem Bitten by a Man will be a joy to encounter, and for those new to it, an invitation. This book-length lyric essay explores themes of Southern identity, queerness, and illness, alongside the lived experiences, work, and inspirations of artists, creating a collage drawn from the archives, the poet’s own journals, and the paintings whose physicality belies the real and imagined worlds from which we admire them. 

This book made the list for the abundant pleasure of holding Teare’s phrases in one’s mouth while reading lines such as “Glyph or grammar, the difference has something to do with time, the way I open the notebook then the laptop years later, write then type, fold seconds into each syllable, minutes into each sentence, the selves of each moment cool & creased as they collapse into pleats.” 

What else to know: Albion Books, Teare’s poetry micropress, is currently in the middle of its ninth subscription series of limited-edition, hand-bound poetry chapbooks, which reflect the same care and attention to detail that Teare puts into his writing. 

We Are All So Good at Smiling by Amber McBride 

National Book Award finalist and local author Amber McBride’s young adult novel in verse is for readers of all ages. A mythical journey through grief and depression, the tale is filled with magic, even while exploring the violence and pain of white supremacy, suicide, and childhood trauma. Its thoughtful content warnings should be taken seriously, though, and it is not a book for everyone or every mood. However, it is an honest and heartfelt work that was inspired by McBride’s own experience grappling with clinical depression, and informed by her grandmother’s Hoodoo practices, which were passed down to her. Ultimately, We Are All So Good at Smiling made this list for the ways it opens up readers to conversations around mental health, and celebrates the power of friendship and family, community and healing. 

What else to know: McBride’s new book of poetry, a collection that draws inspiration from Hoodoo and tarot in examining death, rebirth, and Black womanhood, will be published in February. 

Open Throat by Henry Hoke 

For queer mountain lions and the people who love them, by which I mean: You should all read this book and share it with others, if you haven’t already. Charlottesville native Henry Hoke returns with another slim tome that topples preconceived notions you may have about whose stories get told and how. This short and singular book is more than a bit unlike other novels that have attempted to probe the topics of queerness, chosen families, human destructiveness, and environmental collapse—and is better for it in terms of both its unique narrative approach and its compact structure. Earning starred reviews and making best-of lists aplenty, Open Throat is a surreal and satisfying exploration of community, storytelling, and identity that offers a propulsive and unforgettable reading experience. 

What else to know: Hoke will moderate a conversation with fellow writer Kaveh Akbar in January at New Dominion Bookshop. 

The Beautiful Idea

No one can claim that Charlottesville doesn’t have great bookstores. From used bookshops with thousands of titles stacked every which way to stores specializing in bright, new books and literary events with award-winning authors, it’s a decadent ecosystem for the bookish among us. This saturation makes it all the more exciting when a local space opens that offers new and needed realms of books and zines. Enter The Beautiful Idea, a trans-owned, antifascist bookstore (and more) that opened in September on the Downtown Mall, bringing together the offerings of the F12 Infoshop with dozens of queer vendors, artists, and bookmakers. Tall shelves line the walls, filled with novels, nonfiction, graphic novels, zines, and so much more, with a focus on queer and trans writers as well as radical and antifascist perspectives. 

What else to know: If the in-store selection feels like sensory overload, try focusing on the staff picks shelf or sign up for the Antifa Book Club to receive curated books and zines each month.

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Mirth making

In Tea Leaves, a new collection of short stories, Baltimore-based author Jacob Budenz invokes a queer cast of fantastical oddballs making their way in the world we share. From an aspiring magician filled with regrets related to student debt, a deadbeat demon who practices astral projection to compete in speed-eating contests, and a televised semi-psychic who can read the hearts (and late-night snacking proclivities) of viewers, to a baritone octopus passing judgment on human lives from within a coffee shop bathroom, these characters may seem mythical but they are just as mired in the mundane as anyone. 

Mostly set in places or situations that exist as a veil on the contemporary American South, the stories conjure a realm of the extra-ordinary, a respite from the ordinary. They evoke alternate worlds in which “taking a flight” may mean transforming into a peregrine falcon for a trip to Miami to battle a witch in his “subtropical convenience store kingdom”—but it turns out even shapeshifters keep secrets from their fiancées. Indeed, Budenz has a talent for teasing out these incongruities, juxtaposing them with biting humor about the vanity and pettiness that enchanted entities share with their human counterparts, while embracing queerness and examining marginalization and isolation. In this, Tea Leaves has a kinship with Carmen Maria Machado’s collection of genre-defying short fiction, Her Body and Other Parties, and these stories will also appeal to readers of Kelly Link and Neil Gaiman— authors who Budenz cites as influences.

Tea Leaves features a mix of stories that Budenz published in the past decade, as well as previously unpublished work. “I tried to include a handful of shorter, more lyrical pieces, because although a fully cross-genre collection wouldn’t really make sense for me, I publish a lot of poetry too and wanted to make sure to represent something of that sensibility in my first full-length book,” says Budenz. “It became pretty clear early on that this collection wanted to swing between campy and dark, lyrical work. So I just ran with that and tried to arrange it so that pockets of the manuscript explored different subjects, themes, or tones in a way that felt complementary.” 

When it comes to craft, Budenz says, “I almost always start with an image, a scene, or a broad esoteric or whimsical concept and let the story or poem figure out what it wants to be as I’m writing the first draft. In the story ‘Mask for Mask,’ I didn’t really set out to ‘say something’ about toxic masculinity and ageism in gay communities. I wrote that first scene because I thought it was silly—a gay guy doing a swamp tour for a bunch of lizard people disguised as frat bros—and then just played with the dials and knobs, so to speak, until something more meaningful emerged.” 

Budenz adds, “In trying to write queer characters authentically, usually an obstacle a queer person might face in contemporary society floats to the surface very organically as something to raise the stakes of the story, and if I’m lucky, it merges with the supernatural element of the story. It doesn’t always work that way, of course, and I don’t like to force a metaphor if a story just wants to be about queer people experiencing something weird or unnatural that has nothing to do with their gender or sexuality. I try to be careful with the supernatural-element-as-metaphor thing, because I believe that the reader is the authority on what a story means, not the author.” A clever exploration of these questions about authority, interpretation, and gender also shows up in “A Theory of Lampposts,” one of the stories included in Tea Leaves

Budenz is a self-described queer author, multi-disciplinary performer, educator, and witch whose work focuses broadly on the intersection of otherness and the otherworldly. Working across mediums, Budenz is able to cross-pollinate: poetry influencing music, performance shaping prose. “I’ve always been obsessed with the sounds of words, and even though I’ve been playing piano my whole life, I didn’t start writing music until well after I’d been writing stories,” Budenz reflects. “And it goes without saying that working as a fiction writer influences the rest of my work as well, especially when it comes to narrative arc and storytelling.” Listening to Moth Broth, Budenz’s psychedelic witch pop band, these connections are never far away in songs like “Fairy Queen” and “Your Toenail (a Spell),” which have lyrics, vocals, and synths by the author. 

Currently developing a new project with Moth Broth, Budenz is also working on fiction that has a more realistic tone, in order to grapple with the topic of predatory behavior and abuse in art scenes. Budenz says, “It’s an ongoing problem in numerous art scenes I’ve inhabited, and although I’m not talking about real people or events, it’s likely to ruffle some feathers. If it winds up being novella length after some revisions, or even just very short-novel length, I might throw in some of the grittier, heavier, or less whimsical short stories that didn’t make it into Tea Leaves.” For now, fans of Tea Leaves can enjoy additional short stories by Budenz in publications including Taco Bell Quarterly and Wussy, as well as the new anthology, The Experiment Will Not Be Bound, and on jakebeearts.com.

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Seasonal transitions

As the weather turns cool, curling up with a short-story collection can plunge you deep into another world in mere minutes, with a few turns of the page between other commitments and concerns. This fall, two new short-story collections by Virginia authors offer ample opportunities for reflection and escapism.

Richmond-based author SJ Sindu’s new book, The Goth House Experiment, grapples with life in our contemporary reality through tales of wild imagination and speculative fiction. Largely unconnected in terms of overly specific themes or throughlines, these are stories that examine anti-Asian and anti-LGBTQ+ violence, TikTok and the dangers of going viral, and even the perils of a writer’s ego. The book also celebrates queer joy and embraces a wry sense of humor about the state of our collective reality. In many ways, these are stories about how we cope in the face of countless catastrophes, personal and societal, and where we find community and delight.

“Wild Ale,” one of the tightest stories in the collection, exemplifies Sindu’s skillful use of dialogue and tension over the course of an unexpected narrative arc. An on-the-nose exploration of a couple’s pandemic quarantine stresses, the story revolves around a core disagreement about homebrewing in a small apartment during lockdown. Despite this, the couple’s relationship serves as a buttress against the outside world that is largely seen from balconies and cautious walks in the park. Social media and MAGA anti-maskers show up as well, and the claustrophobic tension that infuses each page is so well-written, it’s lightly triggering in the ways it captures the earliest months of the COVID-19 pandemic. Sindu wraps it all up with a cheeky conclusion that provides a welcome reminder of some of the ways we came together to support our neighbors in the worst of times. It’s a story that suggests we can heal together, if only we choose to not forget.

Currently a professor at VCU, Sindu is a Tamil diaspora author who was a finalist for the Lambda Literary Award with her latest novel, Blue-Skinned Gods. Her Marriage of a Thousand Lies won the Publishing Triangle Edmund White Award for debut novels by writers within the LGBTQ+ community.

For readers of Sindu’s other work, “Miracle Boy” is perhaps the story that aligns most strongly with her novels and their explorations of belief, family, and communities of faith. The concluding story in The Goth House Experiment, it is the most somber as well. Set in Sri Lanka, this magical realist tale is about a boy who grows wings and can perform miracles, whose community begins to worship him for his abilities, and who ultimately suffers as a result. We never learn the boy’s real name since everyone calls him Peter, “the most popular Christian name in a town full of Hindus who had never even seen a Bible,” Sindu writes. It is a visceral story, full of bodies that don’t work and those that work differently than one might expect. It is a story about the lengths we’ll go to in order to be healed and what it means to be saved.

Sindu will host a free launch party for The Goth House Experiment, in conversation with Geoff Bouvier, at Fountain Bookstore in Richmond on October 17.

For readers more in the mood for realism, Bronwyn Hughes’ debut collection of short stories, Swing Bridge: Stories from Tidewater Virginia, conjures the Tidewater region through multigenerational characters and places that represent decades of accreted memories. The collection balances an at-times peripatetic nature, drawing lines between the Tidewater and the cities where people move, with its more site-specific histories like a Beatles-infused story that visits Poplar Grove, John Lennon and Yoko Ono’s one-time country home in Mathews County.

Throughout, Hughes’ clear-eyed stories are accompanied by drawings by Kat Sharp, her “illustrator-spouse,” as she puts it. Sharp’s drawings are a highlight, offering detailed glimpses into the inner workings of this world that feels at once familiar and foreign to those who have not spent time in the Tidewater area. The featured art includes diagrams of the fig wasp life cycle and the creation of the Chesapeake Impact Crater, which eventually became the Chesapeake Bay.

Hughes herself is not a Tidewater native but has made her life there for the past two decades. After concluding a career in the foreign service, she completed her creative writing MFA during the pandemic and this is her debut book. Just as Sharp excels at depicting details in her drawings, Hughes is excellent at teasing out layers of reality, in the relationships between her characters and the places they inhabit, but also between past and present versions of themselves. The stories in Swing Bridge are imbued with the ache of coming to know oneself and the ups and downs that come with trying to share that self with others. 

“Fig-girl” is one story where this is especially true, featuring two characters at points of transition in their lives, attempting to navigate queerness as well as both chosen and unchosen changes while being held to expectations of others. Resonating with Sindu’s collection, Hughes’ stories meditate on the opportunities presented by community, by choosing to care for each other. 

Bronwyn Hughes will give a free talk about Swing Bridge at The Center on October 28. 

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Digging into sound

In Voice Machines: The Castrato, the Cat Piano, and Other Strange Sounds, Bonnie Gordon explores the castrato as a cultural phenomenon and a critical mode of inquiry into the technological relationships that have existed between humans, machines, sounds, and instruments, from early modern to contemporary times. We interviewed the UVA professor of music and co-director of the Sound Justice Lab to find out more about this gorgeously sweeping, multidisciplinary book that is equal parts historical and visionary.

C-VILLE: From Greek myths and Monteverdi to Donna Haraway and Nick Cave, from sound theory and queer theory to posthumanism and the politics of desire, your new book looks at the voice as a technological and theoretical intervention that has shaped history and culture. The book’s scope is immense, each chapter a divergent constellation that reads like it could be a book unto itself despite being deeply connected to the whole. You write that, “The castrato is a critical provocation for asking several questions about the interrelated histories of music, technology, sound, the limits of the human body, and what counts as human.” Could you describe how such expansive research evolved over time?

Bonnie Gordon: I gave my first academic paper on the castrato when I was pregnant with my twins. [Voice Machines] came out after their sophomore year of college. A book that takes so long must take conceptual twists and turns. I thought I was writing a book on castrati in 16th- and 17th-century Roman festivals. And then I took my first archival trip to Rome. I spent hours wandering the streets with little twins in a double stroller. I entertained them by chasing modern Roman spectacles, looking for il Papa, visiting the Swiss Guards, watching fireworks, splashing in fountains. The kids turned me on to the sensory world of Rome and enticed me to think about the city as a vibrant, living space. I found it endlessly fascinating to feel the multiple layers of history; to sit on a yellow plastic bench next to a Baroque church on top of an ancient building. The book had to incorporate those layers, it had to capture the sensory experience of castrati as somewhere between a mythological past and an imagined future.

You also note opportunities for “historiographical reharmonization” around the study of castrati, writing, “Sound in this book is not just acoustical resonance, much less is it just musical or vocal. Rather it constitutes an interface.” Could you discuss how musical metaphors as well as structures like harmonies and refrains influence your work?

The book digs into sound; not just music but the way the world sounded before car alarms and microphones, and it understands sound and listening as central to the way humans experience their worlds. But I don’t think of music-inflected language as metaphor. I’m trained as a classical musician and a traditional music historian, so my mind works in those terms. For example, if you reharmonize a tune you essentially play the same melody with a different chord progression. It can feel totally different and usually it’s a little more gritty; a bit more uncomfortable. This is what I do when I take a text from the 18th century that describes the castrato procedure that has been read as if it is a description of a medical procedure and instead read it as a satire directed against Italians.

But also, I suspect I’m drawn to theoretical approaches that seem musical. The concept of refrain comes from Giles Deleuze and Felix Guattari. They use the concept of musical refrain to think of history as a series of possible relations to the past. And in some fundamental way the castrato does—in this book at least—turn out to be a figure created by stories or refrains that sound across time and space.

Finally, you write about the effects that life, as well as local and world events, had on your work. You reflect, “I’ve been doing a kind of sonic witnessing… Knowledge production, it turns out, isn’t just what you read; it’s where and with whom you happen to be.” How does this show up in your work?

The most direct answer is that my scholarship pivoted when I started teaching at UVA in 2007, which was the 400th anniversary of the Jamestown settlement. I was organizing a conference at my former institution for a different 400th anniversary—the premiere of Monteverdi’s L’Orfeo—and needed a score of a Handel opera. The library search engine sent me to Special Collections, which seemed odd for such a popular tune. Unfamiliarity with a new search engine had led me to a piano reduction from Thomas Jefferson’s music collection. Since that archival accident, I’ve made a practice of collecting sonic snippets that connect the music history I study and teach to local history and the present. The phrase “sonic witnessing” came from my colleague and mentor Deborah Wong. In 2018, I gave a keynote lecture about Zora Neale Hurston. Then, as now, I found myself thinking about the experience of trying to do scholarship in the wake of the horrific white nationalist violence of 2017. I wanted to replace the sounds of white supremacy that I had witnessed with sounds of resistance. Deborah says, “Rather than store away such witness for my personal, liberal humanist interpretation and research, I walk, listen, and record, and then I do it again”. Or to put it differently: It is often easier to study the past than to contemplate the everyday. I try to do both.

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Mastering the mind

“Minds are different and healing them is likewise so,” writes Kay Redfield Jamison in her latest book, Fires in the Dark: Healing the Unquiet Mind. She adds, “It is the healer’s order to restore the mind to soundness: to repair and mend it, to pry it from disease, to reassemble.” These are the seeds from which this book grows, through which Jamison formulates and explores multifaceted questions about society, trauma, recovery, and the people who work tirelessly to help us better understand the full range of human experience, from melancholy to mania. But rather than writing an overly clinical book about mental health and best practices for treatment, Jamison shares a sociocultural history of healing, a celebration of the mind in joy as well as in darkness. 

Influenced by the author’s work as the Dalio Professor in Mood Disorders and a professor of psychiatry at the Johns Hopkins University School of Medicine, as well as her experiences as a psychiatric patient, Fires in the Dark is deeply personal yet expansive. Building on Jamison’s previous book—An Unquiet Mind, a memoir exploring the author’s experiences with bipolar disorder—Fires in the Dark also touches on her time at the Esalen Institute and undergoing lithium treatment, as well as her corresponding professional journey in psychopathology and psychopharmacology. However, framed by an in-depth examination of the mental health implications of World War I, the book takes a more holistic view of healing practices and the people who serve as guides in the recovery journey, which Jamison describes as “a reflection on healing the mind … an archipelago of thoughts, experiences, and images.” Deeply researched sections celebrate healers across history, attempting to unpack their personal and professional qualities—“A healer should be a refuge”—and approaches to care that resonate over time and reveal something intrinsic about human nature.

The scope is outstanding, ranging from Robert Falcon Scott’s expedition to the South Pole in 1910 to the burning of Notre Dame Cathedral in 2019 and covering World War I from inception to armistice, including in-depth accounts of the lives of Sir William Osler, considered a “father of modern medicine,” and W.H.R. Rivers, a doctor, psychologist, and anthropologist whose notable work included treating soldiers for shell shock—what we now know as post-traumatic stress disorder. Woven in across sections are quotes, experiences, and insights from household names in psychiatry and poetry—Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud, W. B. Yeats, Elizabeth Bishop—alongside names that are likely less familiar, such as psychiatrist Anthony Storr, 19th-century mental illness expert Daniel Hack Tuke, and Scottish poet Douglas Dunn.

Jamison also undertakes a condensed history of psychotherapeutics, from magicians and priests to electroconvulsive therapy and techniques that remain experimental today, such as ketamine and psilocybin. Alongside a list of ancient medicinal remedies that reads like poetry, she examines Greek and Egyptian healing practices, including sleep temples that “served as hospitals, sanctuaries, and centers for purification.” From ancient Egyptian physician Imhotep to Greek god of medicine Asclepius and Greek physician and herbalist Crateuas, Jamison celebrates some of the healers who laid the groundwork for modern medicine, noting, “Ways to heal the mind go back unimaginably far in human history.”

Throughout, the author’s probing attention to history and the human mind makes for a rewarding read. Seemingly disparate topics are united by repeated refrains, connective tissue that coalesces in stories of healing and guidance for those seeking to recover from trauma. “It is difficult to accept, but pain is essential to healing,” is one such refrain that Jamison uses; so too, the idea that work can be a balm to the healing mind. Imagination, creativity, and artistic self-expression are also returned to often, through extensive examples of the congruence of poetry and pathology and also as exemplified in the lives of singer, activist, and athlete Paul Robeson as well as writers such as Ursula K. Le Guin and Lewis Carroll. 

Perhaps the most interesting part of the book is found in the latter, this celebration of imagination and reading—and the psychotherapeutic benefits of both. Jamison writes, “Both writing and psychotherapy create stories from the material of life. … Whether told to a therapist or created by a writer, stories give form to the inchoate and construct a path out of confusion and pain.” 

Inviting the reader on a journey back to childhood, she skillfully conjures the awe and wonder of children’s literature, complete with quests calling for courageous feats and the lessons learned along the way. From The Once and Future King to Mary Poppins and Peter Pan, she contends, “Writers show us ways to field anxiety, face adversity, and take delight in living.” While the examples used could be updated to reflect more diverse writers and stories, the message resonates nonetheless: Through stories, we come to know ourselves and the world, but we also learn valuable tools for mapping new stories—whether in response to a changing world or healing from the traumas that we experience in it. She argues that stories and imagination are tools for recovery that also teach us how to be more resilient going forward. 

Reflecting the same passion and intensity that she clearly embraced in researching and writing this book—that can be felt with every turn of the page when reading it—Jamison writes, “One should be passionate in dealing with life: grapple with it, know it, and master it. Passion and knowledge protect.”